Within Days...

as i got bigger and bigger i got more and more excited.  the happiness that i felt being pregnant was extremely unexpected.  i kept hearing horror stories of crazy hormones, constant sickness, people fighting with their spouse because they were tired and always irritated...

not me

you were a dream

i had no illness, 

my hormones werent out of wack, 

and i was, not only happy, but eLaTeD.  

people constantly said i was glowing...  and i FELT that way.  

i felt like an angel...  light, happy, pure.
you helped me get through a difficult time.
thank you.

the problems that i experienced were disgusting human vices, which had nothing to do with me.  if i lived completely alone in the world, my pregnancy would have been 100% perfect.  but, we have human relationships and things happen.  that's life, and you deal with things and people.  loved ones, parents, etc.  you'll one day learn that NOTHING and no one are perfect.  and you cope, just fine, if you just keep your faith, do the right things, and deal with things as they come.  never avoid.  the best way to work out problems is to work directly through them.