TWINS!

* * * * * * * WE'RE * * * * * * *

* * * * * * * HAVING * * * * * * *

* * * * * * * TWINS! * * * * * * *

this just in!  just kidding.  april fools!  ;)  i think i would pass out.  there's is just one in there.  =)  its funny though, when i went for the ultra sound, she said, "okay, there we go...  we have just one..."  and it hit me - WHOA.  the thought of having multiples hadnt crossed my mind ONCE.  so, when she mentioned it, i was thinking, "oh, yeah, right, just one.  good.  GREAT.  HOLY MOLY!  FANTASTIC."  not that there is anything wrong with twins or more, but, um, no.  the work!  two children physically dependent on YOUR body to survive...  i'm tired just thinking about it.  i was raised an only child.  your dad was raised an only child.  YOU may be the only child.  as much of a loving social butterfly that i am, i dont like too much chaos around me that a big family would produce.  i love watching big families interact.  i love their bond.  but, i like simplicity.  for me, it keeps order.  and peace.  i can admire, from afar.

i think that i may have felt you for the first time, yesterday morning.  i flipped over and felt a little flutter in my tummy!  it sort of scared me, so i sat up and straightened out some since i ALWAYS worry about squishing you.  i find myself sitting up straight, not bending too far, pulling my waistband up or down further...  you've definitely helped my posture.  thanks, kid!  you're doin' me good already!  ;)