Last Friday of March

well, its the last weekend of our march and i'm tired of seeing these trails in the sky...  they do it every single thursday and friday and i want to know whats going on.  are they chemtrails?  they dont dissipate like regular trails of vapor.  i've been watching and suspicious of our skies for a few years, now.  i see weekend patterns, i hear stories, and i'm very curious.  especially living in the mountains, closer to the sky than anyone at sea level.  i drive your father crazy with my suspicions and curiosities and conspiracy theories, but i'm quite certain that i'm on to a lot more things than one might think.  when i tell you i have a strong intuition, i mean it.  in my life i've had feelings about many, many things that people doubt and i end up being proved right.  it happens constantly.  often, i dont talk about the specific situations.  i've had people lie to me while me knowing the truth and i never let them know.  its almost a way for me to hone my intuition even further.  i've learned that people will protect their reputation at almost any cost.  even if it means they've hurt you.  people HATE to look badly and harbor too much.  i've learned to pick my battles wisely.

anyway, i'm a little "odd" in a few ways, but dont care what people think, either way.  i'm a happy soul, by nature, and i dont let suspicions consume me. i graciously entertain them and still live happy, almost in SPITE of them.  i wont be preparing for the apocalypse anytime soon.  i'm just a curious mind that knows we, general americans, are being lied to on a daily basis by our government.  i dont always support certain things that, if i said outloud, people would freak out about.  its amazing how critical people are when you tell them your thoughts on things that are supposed to be "patriotic" or things that you should be in full support of...  i cant judge them too harshly.  they are still sleeping.  i shall digress here...  a very healthy balance of stark, raw awareness and enough sense to live an unfearful life is imperative to me for you.  i dont want you to walk around like the common human-zombie, unaware of how things work and just "go with the flow" of life.  the more aware you become, the better of a person you will be and the more apt to live a good life for the greater good of the world you will want.  it will be living in the truth and making a dynamic impact on our life and yours and theirs, to come.

non-clouds - the mysteries in our skies

 on a different note, i saw a skateboarder in the distance and it reminded me of cali.  *sigh*  i really miss cali, kiddo...  we may just head back, we'll see.  we're adventurous and will do exactly what makes us happy ~

i always dreamed of you playing in the warm sand and your dad teaching you to body board every weekend...  whatever we do, happiness will ensue.  ♥

* music:  amon tobin - deo

the six parts seven - changing the name of october

* weather:  pHeNoMeNaL - 72 and gorgeous

* breakfast:  water, homemade trail mix (could be worse!!!  but, should be much better.  i keep forgetting my oatmeal.)

* lunch:  shake - 2 scoops plant protein powder, chia seeds, quinoa, grass-fed gelatin, greens scoop, strawberries, blueberries, and blackberries

* dinner:  i might buy a grill tonight, so maybe chicken and a big salad???